Thursday, August 19, 2010


I'm deeply madly crazily inlove.
That 40 minutes was uncomfortable. My knees went weak, my mouth gone dry, and my whole body froze. I can't stop smiling, knowing that she's beside me on a passenger jeepney. 37 hours have already gone but I still feel her right by my side. Yesterday was a great day! I performed well on the duty, read advanced topics and wrote reflections on my life. What happened set my day right.
It was a lil bit unexpected. An overwhelming thing is that I was actually thinking about us the night before while listening to Jeepney Love Story. "I haven't rode a jeepney with her ever since." I thought. The next day, I was on my way to duty when the jeep stopped and Oh My, there she is. Everything went bright, and Angels went a-singing, and I was like "Hi. Ahmmm, san duty?". Whewww.

I feel so blessed.
Jesus, I didn't ask you yet you still gave me a chance to see her. I hope it's a sign from You. I hope 'she and I' can wait.


Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Another one was forced to eat dust.

And that was me. Thanks to manong magwawalis. Wala man lang excuse. Di ako na pinulbusan ng bacteria-filled alikabok. :s 
But in fairness umaariba sa ganda ang talavera.

Monday, August 16, 2010

Rain Part 2.

In a recent post, I expressed myself resenting raindrops hitting my skin. Yesterday, our group was caught up in a strong rain. I enjoyed every second of it even though my phone was dipped in mud(which I was successfully removed). It was like being a child again.

Celebrating Life

Many people are bothered by me being happy. I'm just celebrating life. Some make jokes 'bout it. Some support me. Some just don't care. Some acknowledge it resentfully. 
Go on, do what you want. I don't mind it at all. I just thank you for noticing.

Sunday, August 15, 2010

The Paradox of True Love

It's something that humans eagerly wants to find but too coward to seek. It's something that God readily gives but humans unknowingly receives. It's destined but not meant to be.

Thursday, August 12, 2010

iPod Nano

Just cleaned my Papa's Nano. While watching kuya Nym's song.
:) LSS

Now I know I'm crazy too,
Forever ain't enough to spend with you.


Our cat Jai Ho just TRIED TO KILL ME!

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

I <3 my iPod.

Last night, I got my iPod Shuffle back from my older brother. And I wanna say that Ms. Apple is still loyal to me. :) I'm using a cdrking headset now and not the original one 'cause it already gave in to wear-and-tear.
N/P : Feel Good Inc by Gorillaz

Monday, August 9, 2010


I want one of these.
I can imagine how hassle free my life will be if I have one.
Moving on, wikireader is the offline version of Wikipedia. And yes yes yes. OFFLINE VERSION. Meaning you get the luxury of literally having almost everything in your pocket, without even connecting to the web.
This is like the 'gadget of the millenium'.
Although there's no support for images yet, wikireader is really helpful for students, parents and children who doesn't mind reading without images.
I want to buy one.
I have to start saving now, so I can afford it next year.
Want one? Buy it for only $99 -

Sunday, August 8, 2010


I'm caught in the middle. Caught between falling further in love and stopping. Caught between holding back and giving in. Caught between what I feel and what others might think. I won't let destiny play with my life again. Let alone just hoping. I gotta act. . .fast.

Just let it fly.

Don't let your inhibitions restrict you from what you want to do.
Maybe I'll get famous as the Man Who Can't Be Moved. Maybe you won't mean to, but you'll see me on the news. You'll come runnin' to the corner, 'cause you know it's just for you. Just maybe.

Saturday, August 7, 2010

What would you buy with 9 pesos?

I'd buy a downy isang banlaw so I'll finish my laundry as early as possible. Hehe.


Right Here

I just wanna be with her, beside her. Us looking at the stars, talking about our future. How many kids we're gonna have. Where do we want to retire. What we're gonna do when we grow old. What our dreamhouse look like. What countries will we visit when we go around the world. Our hands together. Her head on my shoulders. 

i <3 my phone's iPhone look!

Special thanks to my fellow SBers and SPBShell 3.5b349 for making this possible.

Friday, August 6, 2010


When I was a kid, I'm waiting for it. I always bath in it. The backyard's my bathroom. When it rains, I get my bike and pedal through the raging raindrops. Every drop is lovely, supple and soft. I never wanted the rain to end. Now as an adult, I resent being caught in the rain. Every drop is painful and it annoys me a lot. Every foot I step through the rain I want to scream. I hate the idea of bathing unintentionally in it. Looking back reminds me of a rich childhood I had. I wanted to come back, but my future calls me. Let alone reminiscing, look forward, look back only when you have to. r[E]minisce

Out Of My League

It's the luxury of feeling in love that I take for advantage. It's nirvana, without actually taking any drugs. It's heaven without actually dying. This love is very sacred, very pure, very true and very consistent. Her name echoes in my ears. Her face lingers in my sight even when I close my eyes. I'm definitely gonna be crazy anytime now. I only have two choices now: hold back or give in. 

Confessions I

Thursday, August 5, 2010


I'm here on the school gym, looking at the basketball court which is divided by a volleyball net.
I think it really happens. That even though a thing was made to be used as one, hindrances can separate it.

Applying it to reality, i guess two different persons were really meant to be as one. But most of the time, a single event/thing can separate them forever. And it lingers. Unlike the basketball court, when the net is removed, it's whole again. In life, once a thing is broken it will always be.



Just when I thought I said all I can say my chick on the side said she had one on the way. Man I'm thrown, I don't know what to do. I guess I've got to give a part 2 of my confessions.



Nakauwi ka na ba?
Kumain ka na ba?
Anong ginagawa mo?
Malungkot ka ata?

Being single gets boring and more boring each day.

Sunday, August 1, 2010


If you read this, I just want to say I love you as I always did.
I can't just forget my love to you. You're my only.
You're the only reason why my heart cares to beat.
You're the only reason why I ask God not to take me home early.

I love you.
You know who you are.

_the diux.